On the theme of depression

See my post immediately before this one if you need a quick boost, but if you need evidence that my attitude has genuinely always been the same as what I advise on, you can verify it by reading the books I wrote even if you go through them in order.

The Face on Mars and the realisations that go with it would have probably spiralled almost anyone into a hole of despair given the reality it implied about life on this planet. For me instead it became a freedom from having to care at all about pretty much everything they try and convince you is “important” in order to control you.

The Systema book encoded my personal life philosophies mixed in with the activity I have done the longest in my life, martial arts, and demystified the “supernatural”, yet very real, abilities one can gain from extended practice of this close quarter combat system. Years of karate had accumulated quite a lot of injuries, yet here was a system that generally healed more than it damaged yet was even more effective in real confrontations and had the added benefit of being mentally and spiritually reinforcing.

Believe! Was a short introduction to Christianity aimed at people like me, that is, practical skeptics that thought religion and Christianity specifically was just so much nonsense thought up just to control more people and to support mentally weak losers. It resulted in an unexpected number of people converting to proper Catholicism, getting married, having children and finding God. I continue to receive regular emails about it.

Reclaiming the Catholic Church in paper format or in ebook format was an exhaustive work explaining how and why what most people think is the Catholic Church is in fact a completely usurped fake Church run by Satanists, and how the real Catholic Church is now only left in the sedevacantist Churches. In detail that has been irrefutable. Again, for most people, discovering the biggest religion on Earth, Christianity, has been almost totally subverted, would be a spiritual, emotional and mental blow they might not recover from. For me, it has been a glorifying experience to delve deeper into actual Christianity, the only Christianity that ever existed, and that rose from a mere eleven frightened men and four faithful women, to the salvation of the world. To begin to build the start of a community of proper Catholics (sedevacantists) and thus, eventually return our children and grand-children to a sense of honour, duty, honesty, beauty and justice that none of us have experienced in our lives has been both very hard and yet the most rewarding activity of my life.

And all my fiction books ultimately are the essence of rebelling against injustice and overcoming it.

My published writing so far covers almost 30 years, with Nazi Moon being the thread of science fiction that covered that entire period and you can see that it is ultimately always a sense of combat against the darkness that has always coloured my existence. I tell you this so that you can see it is real and possible to live this way, and I did it without even any religion or belief in any personal God for most of my life, so you can too.

And of course Surviving the Current Zombie Apocalypse is really just a fun way you and your friends can play a game that will begin to foster that way of thinking while you laugh and enjoy the stories that you will create together.

So, whatever your situation, believe, have faith, even if you don’t know it, there is a God and yes he does know about you, specifically and deeply, and he does love you. If you can’t fathom how that could be given your grim circumstances, then I suggest you read Believe! As its main strength is probably that it has been able to provide enough evidence that is logical and makes sense even to the most hardened skeptics, as it is the kind of book I would very much have liked to come across in my early twenties, instead of having to write it a quarter century or more later.

Believe, friend, you are loved. You might not know it yet, but you are.

I hope you have had a Happy Christmas, and that 2024 will bring you peace and serenity, but either way, know you count and are worthwhile.

May God’s Grace fill you.

At this time of year, some people who have no family or perhaps even worse than that, actively evil family, can get depressed.

Perhaps it’s your financial situation, your romantic one, your health, or a combination of things. Well, if you are feeling bad, you can do worse than listening to at least the first 35 minutes of this video I did a while back.

There is no sound for the first couple of minutes as I’d forgotten to plug in the mike, but from minute 5 to 35 or so I do give you pretty decent advice in how to reframe your life a bit so that you can get inspired instead of despairing.

Make 2024 count as a year in which you make decent progress towards avoiding clown world’s grip on your existence.

The boomer lie that children kill your freedom are a pain and only suffer in the world has been going on for about six decades now.

Don’t believe it.

I was just discussing with my wife earlier how things might have been if we’d got together properly when we first… well… kinda got together. Putting aside that we’d have had to have different personalities and a religious outlook neither of us had. But IF we had…

We figure we’d easily have ten children by now. And maybe that would have precluded certain things. Maybe we wouldn’t have this place in Italy. Or who knows, maybe we would be even better off for having more than a decade of thinking ahead. But the extra dive children would undoubtedly be awesome and a real blessing. Don’t let the boomer lie fool you into believing anything else.

Spain has been essentially self-sufficient energy wise thanks to its perfectly functioning nuclear reactors.

But you can’t get kickbacks on perfectly functioning reactors that run essentially clean and with very little down side in terms of pollutants.

Shut those reactors down however, and “invest” in “green” extra toxic, unsustainable, unreliable, crappy non-clean “clean” energy and why, the entire smorgasbord of corruption, money laundering, special purpose contracts and fraudulent and nepotistic contract awards can march on like rapefugees through borders that are not being protected at all by the forces of supposed law and order that are supposed to be preventing criminal border crossings.

The situation is, of course, worse in America because as basically a bastardised fake nation to begin with, the Americans never had a truly homogenous culture. They already have been replaced even on a purely ethnic basis in places like Texas, where the “latinos” that is mestizos, Mexicans, Guatemalans and so on now outnumber the mixed caucasians. Their “illegal immigrant” problem (criminal border crossings) has already reached irreversible proportions and is currently accelerating at warp speed, with the full support of the federal government that is actually running the USA on behalf of Israeli interests, as even the most corrupt mass media is now simply reporting on as if it were not treason and a criminal act against its citizens.

You might not believe in the coming economic collapse and zombie apocalypse, but they believe in you. Prepare accordingly.

This should be your general, calm, daily, state of mind.

There’s no night without morning

Because to fight is destiny