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The Blinding Truth

One of the foremost reasons that convinced me Christianity was true was the nature of evil.

I have had a life that has been blessed really. While much of it would be seen by many people today as a traumatic war zone for a good part of it, and while I have seen evil, dealt with it firsthand more than a little, it is as if I was somehow sheltered by a divine shield from its slings and arrows and worse, the real horror it can present as in someone’s life. Which is not to say I was unscathed, but that compared to what I know can happen, I have suffered very, very, very little. It would be like a soldier that was in the battle of the Bulge going home after the war with a minor flesh wound.

Part of what I noticed was the patterns, the real presence behind the evil, and how it was and is intelligent, directed, patient in terms of human lifetimes, though still in essence a psychopath unable to control his urges at heart. In short, the shadowy fingerprint of the enemy becomes very visible once you begin to see it.

And no, I am not saying all evil acts have a demon behind them, at least, certainly, not directly. In fact, most are die to purely corrupted and corruptible human nature.

But once you see the clues to the Eternal Psychopath, then, suddenly, that phrase that the greatest trick the devil managed was to make people think he doesn’t exist takes on a whole new level of meaning and understanding.

And the more aware you become of how reality actually works, the more able you are to predict certain things because you have a far superior baseline set of operating data to begin from, well… then that other concept becomes also very prominent and meaningful, and that is, that the Devil is the Prince of Lies, and this, our material Universe and certainly the Earth we inhabit, is all, and falls under, his dominion.

We literally live in a world of lies. The truth is so rarely seen in its full power and depth that for most it simply isn’t there. Nor is this a new realisation. This statement was from three centuries ago, and it may as well have been written today.

And I am not just talking about the covid scamdemic or the murder-juice or the mass media. I am taking about everything. The very idea of school, that subjecting your children to hours a day of “school” by strangers is best for them; and better than you educating them at home while they learn at your feet from the day they start to walk, for example. Or that going into an office to make money for someone else for a pay that keeps you in unneeded luxuries. Or, most absurd of all, that you need some permission and to pay a cost for being allowed things like owning your own farm animals. And soon that you will not be allowed to plant the crops you want from the source you want. And on and on and on. Or the very concept of income tax not being literally theft.

And I know at least some of the people reading this will think “Well, you can’t have that… you need some oversight.”

No. I do not. Maybe you do, but I really don’t.

Have you ever considered that the entire so-called “justice system” is a for-profit business?

Imagine that suddenly there was no crime. What would all the cops and lawyers and judges and social workers and bail bondsmen and bounty hunters and community policing officers do?

And it has always been this way.

Do you think it was just for a guy who stole some bread to feed his family to get drawn and quartered for it in merry old protestant England a few centuries ago?

Or do you think it’s just for a serial child rapist to not be drowned in a bog?

Justice from the so-called justice system is the exception that slipped through the cracks, not the objective.

Do you think if your laptop had on it what Hunter Biden’s has on it you would be walking around free?

Or if you had as many people suicided as Hillary and Bill Clinton allegedly have?

It is lies. It is all lies. And the more you see it the more you see still.

At first you may get angry. And if you are not an actual Catholic, or worse, if you’re an atheist, but have a conscience, a sense of honour of some sort, then your anger will be a rage. A rage so powerful and hot that most humans cannot keep it burning too long without consuming themselves.

And even if you are a proper, actual, Sedevacantist Catholic that really believes, at the very least, you will have the zeal of the Princes from the first crusade of 1095, or the Knights of Malta in 1565.

And the beauty of that sort of zeal is that once you settle into it, it is not an all consuming rage, even if you have been like me, and letting that fire dwell in you on some level for decades, if you have somehow not let it corrode your heart. The Catholic zeal gives you a new kind of patience. The relentless and unending drive to take on the seemingly impossible with a calm steadiness you have never experienced before on such an endless timeline; and what’s more, holding steady and balanced no matter the storms and outrages and injustices.

And then, you begin to see God’s light. And before it the evil melts and scurries away, like shadow and roaches before sunlight. And slowly, unseen by most of the world, your perspective, and the world, begins to shift. And with seemingly nothing in the material world showing evidence of it, you begin to have the certainty, the physical reality and presence first with you and after materialising in the world in front of your eyes, of the fruits of your efforts towards God.

And a sense of Gratitude and overwhelmingly undeserved love for you from God.

It is unlike anything else you have ever experienced in your existence to date.

And no man can remain unchanged by it.

Then too, you realise why it is called the Church Militant, and what glory and power and grace, there is in being even the lowliest of foot soldiers in His Loving Grace.

My earnest wish, for you, reader, whoever you may be, is that you too experience this sensation, this Truth and His Light and Love.

I truly do.

And I hope to meet you on the Way. The path of His Will that will cause the changes that need to happen and that will happen, to create a world where our children and their children’s children will be free from the lies and servants by choice to our Lord and King, only.

May God show you the Way.

    4 Responses to “The Blinding Truth”

    1. Hayseed says:

      “[T]hen, you begin to see God’s light. And before it the evil melts and scurries away, like… roaches before sunlight. And slowly… your perspective, and the world, begins to shift. And with seemingly nothing in the material world showing evidence of it, you begin to have the certainty, the physical reality and presence first with you and after materialising in the world in front of your eyes, of the fruits of your efforts towards God.

      And a sense of Gratitude and… undeserved love for you from God.

      It is unlike anything else you have ever experienced in your existence to date.

      And no man can remain unchanged by it.”

      Amen. I have truly and unambiguously experienced the love of God three times in my life. One day at work, after I had been invoking the intercession of my guardian angel for several weeks, I was suddenly struck by the Holy Spirit and I realized the presence of the Lord within me and all around me. The phrase ” The Kingdom of God is within you” popped into my mind as if a heavenly voice was speaking to me and I felt like a little cell that was part of some infinite, incomprehensible organism.

      Once more shortly after I had invoked the intercession of the Blessed Virgin and I had fallen asleep. I had a dream of Mary and as she appeared my heart became radiant with love. During this experience I was rising up out of the sleep state and my heart was burning, burning, burning with such pure unconditional love that I thought it would burst! I awoke with tears in my eyes.

      And once again after I had prayed to the Lord Jesus Christ that He would teach me the prayer of union with Him. I became very tired and was hovering near sleep when suddenly I was once again struck with the Holy Spirit and this time again my heart became radiant with such a pure, unconditional love that I could swear to you Jesus Christ was near me. My heart was nigh on to bursting with love but simultaneously I could see myself as the utter, sinful wretch that I am and I wept deeply and bitterly at my own iniquity. I felt such profound pain and shame as God looked upon me that ever since I have had a clear sense of my own worthlessness in comparison to God. I believe that certain Saints have had this experience as well and it has transformed them from the most prideful of sinners into the humblest of human beings.

      God bless you and your family, Mr. Filotto.

      • G says:

        It is interesting that in reading this comment, I knew you would awake with tears in your eyes before I read it. And the burning right behind the sternum too is not unknown to me. a kind of purifying fire that hurts even as it cleanses.
        And isn’t it telling, how, without exception, once we have this experience, we know without any ambiguity whatever, that we are like dirty sewer rats before a pristine being. Our iniquity, as you so politely put it is so deep that one cannot simply forget it, or pretend that purgatory is anything other than a very real (and infinitely merciful) necessity.
        God bless you too sir.

    2. Cooper Chauvin says:

      Excellent post.

      Two things, first why do you say that all acts of evil do not need to have demonds behind them? Not that I have a counter argument, just that I found that intriguing.

      Secondly, the non-Catholic rage was most likely my biggest struggle. I’m no atheist, but I had fully rejected Christianity when I started my redpill journey. Having so many pre concieved notions obliterated by autists on 4chan put me in a hopeless mindset. Moreso when I tried to enlighten people around me. It was sickening to realise that society was so much worse than I had thought, and that almost nobody was remotely prepared to challenge their perceptions. Even worse, they can somehow blissfully ignore it. It became apparent to me that evil exists and is pervasive, wich slowly turned me towards looking for the good, that led to Christ. And a big part of that was you. The 4chan hatebox led me the kurgan, who in turn led me to proper Catholicism, go figure. God works in weird ways.

      And good thing too, cause I hate to imagine where I would be right now without Christ. Probably lying in one way or another.

      Anyways, thank you Kurgan and God bless you and your family. Some day our paths may cross is some weird Godly way.

      PS: not sure if my phone or glitching or if the comment was sent, sorry if this is a double.

      • G says:

        All comments ar moderated so don’t appear until I approve them. I despise spam and retards who don’t follow the simple rules of this blog, so I spam mercilessly at the first breach of the simple rules I have laid out before. As for evil….not all acts of evil require a demon behind them. In fact I think most are probably just the result of the evil and sin that dwells in all men, with no aid from a demon required.
        I am glad if I had any part in your finding God, but the glory is entirely His, I assure you.
        God bless you Cooper

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